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OMFG ..-_-
heard tt xiaozhu gai ban album is out and CD RAMA SELLING AT 23 bucks or sth.. OMT.. so expensive daooooo..=/ lol...

-.- but feel like buying BUT TOO EX LA. .. OMG. lol !

anyway feeling down and speechless now.. dunno wad to say also..=/
bleh.. seriously SIAN ! bleh...

listening to emo-ed songs to make myself more emo-ed..lol ! =/

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♥ Sunday, January 6, 2008♥

wee..=)

dun worry. i feeling better already.. :D thank GOD to those wonderful friends without fail will be there for me.. love them.. ZHIHUI,SHUHUI, JOYCE , YEESHIAN.. :D yay. love u girls many..=)) finally ABLE TO MEET OUT WITH GOH ZHI HUI AND SHUHUI AFTER SO LONG.. guess where we going. KBOX !!!! YAY. finally gt someone to acc me.. ^^ we so random on the phone say go kbox den really going kbox. YAYYYYYY ! super duper happy..=)) and this girls keep making me laugh like shit on the phone yesterday..-_- siaochabor's lol ! :))) but i love it.. cause i knw at least i still gt friends whom will be there... :D my long years friends in sec sch. seriously i miss sec sch life.. =) i really miss it so much.. I AM GLAD TT MY DNT teacher is still in twss..^^ tt mean i can go back and visit him. YAY ! :)) the teacher i super grateful with..=)) keke ! really miss those days.. I MISS ALL MY SEC SCH MATES.. and i mean it.. cause they are the wonderful bunch of friends who make me laugh like mad during sch days..=P and LIEW ZX I MISS FIGHTING WITH U K. HAHAHAHA ! madness..=P cause he always disturb me la..=/ kns. classmates for 2 freaking years..=P MUHAHAHA ! :D but they r the ones who brighten up my day without fail.. they knw i am down .. they will make me laugh like shit..=.="

LOL !~ :)) love them.. zhihui is my best best friend...^^ knw her for 8 years? hahaha. though there are so many quarrels in between. but seriously THANK GOD for meeting her.. letting me knw her.. same cca...=D yay ! super grateful for tt.. wonderful memories... =)) and from her knw tt kuku LIEW ZX AND SHUHUI.,. THANK GOD ! and many others who without fail nvr lose contact with me... yay !!! :)) LOVE U girl.. muacks..=X busy woman la she..HAHAHA

and JOYCE ! yes.. this girl here is my wonderful friend who i knw her from j3fc.. very funny way to knw her though..LOL ! thinking back of superband days really can make me laugh..lol. too much funny and nice memories la. hahaha ! hugging her so tightly when result showing..-.-" lol ! and HAHAH ! aiya very very very grateful also tt we able to contact back again after superband.,. yay.. :D love her so much ! we can talk alot of rubbish together. and at least she also admire SHOW LUOZHIXIANG ! main point k..lol ! :D in the end i keep HIGH-ING non stop when talking abt him..=P bo pian.. hahaha ! and also she and her cuifang ..=P and i can talk to her abt mlb and cuifang until we both high.. xD but it fun lor. and she a good listener.. :D she knw wad i talking abt if she reading this..=P keke.. ^^ really thankful to superband and pss2.. ^^ heeeeeeeee ! knw her also gg to be 2 yrs.. :D incredible lor. woohoo.. and also from her knw ivon and huiyuan..=) heheeeeeee ! yay.. happy..=)

and YEESHIAN. lol. band mates during sec 1..=/ lol. so glad to knw her.. she is a crazy siaochabor also..LOL. cause i tink we nvr quarrel before in this 6 yrs..LOL. den she wanna find thing to quarrel with me. u tell me siao a nt la. hahahaha !!! xD she also watch MR.PIG . HAHAHAH ! yay.. =)) a very good friend without fail can make me laugh until -pengx- cause she very thick skin to herself. almost make me puke. hahaha ! jk la hor. but she a super nice friend.. thank GOD TO BTBAND.. =) which will always be remembered.. i miss those days..=/ really.. HAIZ ! welll... at least i feel better when thinking back la. hohoho.. =))

i really dislike 'fake' people. when i blog is abt them. they still act blur and ask me nt to think so much. DUH ! cause u all dunno hw i feel INSIDE.. so why do u still ask me nt to think so much..=/ diaox. anyway i wun let this to make me feel so down cause everyone who came to talk to me say it nt worth it to think of them. and i agree.. =) at least nw i knw when i happy whom can i share my happiness to who.. =))) thank you joyce. for always sharing ur happiness to me and also sharing my happiness to u.. :D keke ! lalala! i really hate ppl to lying to me. PLS. i am nt stupid. u tell me u going out with friends. u going out for dunno wad. come on. u tink i dunno whom u all r going out with? pls .. the more u dun tell me. THE MORE PISS I AM.. as i say before. when i need u all. WHERE ARE U GUYS? only u guys keep saying u r busy. going out with OTHER FRIENDS WHEN U R MEETING THE PPL WHOM I THOUGHT IN MY MIND ! duh.. =) i am nt dumb huh. thank you ! anyway i dun need tags telling me dun think too much especially from u ALL i talking abt. if u guys dunno whom i talking abt. then too bad.. =) anyway i wun go back to read u all blogs le.. i am tired.. sigh! reading the happiness u guys are together going out while i am alone.. HURHUR. ! =) i am nt a toy.. ^^ i am a HUMAN okay.. i gt my feelings too all right. bleh.. really wadever liao..-piss-

talking abt them really make my whole mood very down.. but wad to do.. really disappointed ma.. wad to do? =.= my mood really can rise up and goes down very easily.. thinking back. bleh. trying to tell myself nt to be upset abt them.. nt worth. tt was peeps been telling me.. =/ well.. maybe times will heal perhaps.. hopefullyyy.. damn.. totally dislike this kinda feeling.. =( booo ! i really want to vent everything.. but dunno how..='(

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♥ Saturday, January 5, 2008♥

就讓你識我的風度 你離開我要不要慶祝
我不怕愛的殘酷 反正我很想跳舞
我最喜歡挑戰孤獨 我也愛放下包袱
沒有誰 我也不捨得哭 我沒有空在乎

this song suit my mood right nw.. =(
damn.. i feel so disappointed in everyone around me nw.. except for a few..=/
i feel so alone actually.. and i seriously dun like this feeling again.. HAAAA !

a new year yet started so emo-ed already lor..=(
I AM JUST TIRED OF BEING THE ONE WHO MAKE THE FIRST MOVE..
I AM SICK AND TIRED.. =( why am i always the one who ask. in the end kana reject like SHIT..
and when ppl ask me for sth or accompany. i will nt reject .. instead i will be there..
i sometimes feel i am SO STUPID AND FOOLISH. maybe i shld be the same. REJECT ! i shall maybe learn hw to reject people.. seriously tired.. in the end why make myself so disappointed lei.. worth it a nt. i dun tink so lor. why am i making myself so miserable when THE OTHERS ARE OUTSIDE ENJOYING THEMSELF HUH.. DO I LOOK LIKE A TOY TO LET U ALL PLAY when u need me.. u will ask me.. when i need u all WHERE ARE U ALL. EXCUSE ME.. is this call FRIENDS.. =( i feel like deleting my facebook already. I DUN SEE A NEED TO IT.. excuse me. best friends? do u knw wad is best friends.. maybe i had choosen a wrong thing to play with la..=/ damn.. tt why i feel like ingore everything nw.. i feel so irriated.. i feel so disappointed.. i feel so ARGH !

but tinking there still few friends who are friends tt i really TRUST FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. =/ tt why i dun dare to delete.. haiz.. plus my cousin too.. so why? wad is friends.. do friends treat me like tt.. i suddenly feel like i am a toy to THEM ! i am tired of it.. =/ super tired.. :( wadever.. i going to heck care everything already. since u have the others to accompany u. why still need me for? =/

lol.. wadever huh. this is call BEST FRIENDS lor.. great ! =/
:( listening to xiaozhu songs can make me tears like SHIT lor..=X due to my emo-ing. but heck.. at least xiaozhu is so MUCH NICERRRRRRRRR den anyone of the FRIENDS i have lor.. he a idols but he dun treat fans/friends like SHIT de lor.. hw i wish i had such friend like tt. no matter hw happy hw sad hw angry hw bushuang .. he/she will always be there for u. just wish to have this kinda friends.. but too bad.. i dun have... =/ all only care abt themself. as long they happy is enough for them. they wun care whether u happy or sad or angry or bushuang.. BLEHH ! wadever.. i just feel like moving my blog already. sick of this blog full of BAD BAD memories.. except a few.. =.=" hurhur.... wadever..


'沒有誰 我也不捨得哭 我沒有空在乎' <-- super like this ! this is SO MEEEEEEE de feelings nw.. i nt gg to cry for anyone cause i dun care already.. =)

leave me alone.. i wun talk to u guys for nw ... i am tired of this nonsense...

LIEWZHIXIANG ! better come talk to me more. cause i knw u will make me laugh like hell. and cheer me up for a bit..=( i guess sec sch peeps is still the best after all. i miss them..='(

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♥ Friday, January 4, 2008♥

omt. i so in love with 巴布 already. HAHAHA !

so CUTE CAN. ! hahaha. guys watch the videos. u will knw why i so love him already. muhahaha !~ :) so cuteeeeee. i like the way xiaozhu calll him. HAHA.. :X

巴布~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ LOL. tt hw he call ma. so funny yet cute.. so warming de feelings.. :D muhahah. anyway tt is xiaoshuang dog. so cute can..omt. hw aborable is tt.. ^^

:DDDDDDDDDDDD loves! i love xiaozhu and 巴布 nw..LOL ! =D

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♥ Thursday, January 3, 2008♥

wahhh..
rah super high nw..LOL ! i mean really SUPER DAOOO. Lol. currently my blog entry gg to be flooded with xiaozhu pics. so dun blame me k ..=P u guys knw i love him more than anyone else. so yeah. HAHAHAH ! must understand a bit k. and since i gt nth to do also. flood my blog with his pics.. LOL.. =) plus i watching his concert at tai nan videos. WAH ! even more high.. =D wahaha ! ok la.. dun talk nonsense already. PICSSS TIMEEEE ! :D

ok. this is super long time ago de pic. last yr.. =X celest finally upload this pic le. thanks! (: i thought this pic we taken is so cool. hahaha ! :D
LOL ! :X
hehehe. i thought this is so cute..=P

tralalala ~ still gt many many more pics..LOL. but yeah. haha.. =)) credits all to the forum.. huat arrr.. for provding and sharing so many super shuai pics.. :D wakaka! :)

hahaha! k la.. lazy already..=X i post another time with his pics again. LOL ! :D shall go watch his concert videos! love it.. and HIGH-ING ! muahhaha.. ^^ :) crazy me is here.. =p

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♥ Wednesday, January 2, 2008♥

oh yeah..

i feel like saying sth lor...=/

is xiaozhu album tt nt nice to listen? seriously around me de ppl. keep telling me this.XIAOZHU ALBUM NICE TO HEAR MEH..-_- only track 1 is nice. tt mean yi zhi du xiu la..=/ i was like..NICE LOR.who say nt nice. HE IMPROVE SO MUCH THIS TIME ROUND..=.=.. seriously sian diao.. and THERE STILL PPL DOUBT TT HE NT TT NICE ..-.-" it like HELLO EXCUSE ME. he jiu shi tt nice. wad u want? he is nt fake ppl de lor..=( seriously i dun like to hear those kinda stuff.. and if his song nt nice.WHO WILL BOTHER TO VOTE FOR HIS SONGS on 933.. yes.. he gt top 10 male singer in overalll 2007 results. YAY ! :)) was so happy to see his name dere..:D so who say he nt good? so who say he nt nice..=/ he is nice.. =))) and they say wasting time on him. it LIKE HELLOOOO AGAIN ! =.= tt is my choice right also..=/ u dun have to ask me say he is tt BAD LA.. come on lei..-_- doesn't mean the more u say bad things abt him i will stop supporting.. NO WAY ! the more u say the more i want to support him.. =) i am RAH. :D hahahaha !!!!!! OK kisiao-ing liao.. spread by DAEVONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN LMAO!

i like HIS SONGS. I LIKE THE WAY HE IS NOW.. =) though he always make us WORRY LIKE NOBODY BUSINESS... -_- cause he too hardworking already la..lol..=X somehow tt why i feel like piak him also..=/LOL ! BLEEEEEEEHHHHHHH ! sian sian sian... ^^ so if u dun like his songs why bother to say out so LOUD to me..-_- when i am HIS FANS ITSELF..=/ and telling me MR.PIG is so sian alreadY. ROARRRRRRR.. -_-" madness.i also dunno y suddenly gt this urge to blog abt this..=/

dun say xiaozhu ..=.= there still other ppl who is there to hurt me saying bad tings abt mlb or other stuff.. hurhurhur.. it like HELLOOO.. THEY ARE STILL HUMANS NO MATTER WAD. just tt they are able to have album etc.. u can say me until like wad..=.=" artists are humans too right.. they gt their feeelings also right..=/ it my choice and their choice too ma.so wad? =.= bleh.. =X i dun like this feeling anyway so yeah.. SIGH.. wadeverla... just like i support wenhai or whoever also kana say like shit one la.. soSIAN right.. boooo! but wadever.. istill love them for who they are nw.. :D..muhahaha !!!

i reallygg crazy. HAHAHA ! =X but well.. tt me lor.. =PPPP


xiaozhu better rest more and recover soon la.. ! very heartbreaking..=/

ok..done! hahaha..=X

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