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♥ Tuesday, November 21, 2006♥

haiz..
been reminding myself tt no matter wad i going to do. there will have some gain n lose. and yea today finally i knw tt i had lose 1 . keep telling myself nt to be upset or sth cause i dun wish to regret and i really dun want to regret for all the memories tt i had gain ! i may had lose 1 of the part memories. which i dun want to mention who is who. but i really dun want to regret. a lot of stuff on my mind right nw which i really dunno hw to describe this horrible feeling. tears in my eyes. but i try nt to. =) cause i told my friends. especially those who been there to listen to my complain. mabel , lin tt i will gg to stay happy just like tt. i dun want to be sad. i dun want ! i feel kinda hurt again . but it ok. i try nt to be sad. I AM TRYING. really trying.. :( though this feeling is super horrible ! haiz.. -.- just dunno wad to do again. but oh well. shun xi zi ran ba..~ listening to my blog song really really can make me drops in tears again. but =) i wun remove this song for nw. cause i really love this song.. :D the lyrics really very nice and meaniful one.. and yes KONE rawk big big time.. :D nw their album is really good. the whole album is saying about romeo n juliet. so all the songs inside are describing the whole story.. =) cool isn't it. slow songs. fast songs. all gt meaning inside de.. :P when u buy it. u will knw why i say tt.. i give it a 4/5 a great album ! :) no regret buying it..

teehee. finally i bought flh latest gai ban album which have their autograph session de ticket..:) yea ~ i love all their clips inside. again almost make me in tears again..LOL. too touching le ba. alamak ~ when yalun was crying. feel so much for him la. haiz. it really sad and i just turn it back to myself. i hope i have gain more friends than to lose friends. i may had lose someone but i nt going to cry just because of tt. i nt gg to hurt myself anymore.. :D i want to let others knw tt i am still the RAH tt they know.. :P cute or wadever. [ phui ~ i nt cute..LOL ] ok la. just want to be the happy n cheerful RAH tt ppl knw me..:P and i want to give them the smile and they also can SMILE TOO in their daily life ~ :P

rah is ok in fact.. =) and thanks lesheng for remembering me. hahaha ! thinking back of those really give me lots of laughter . wahaha ~ i wun forget our jokes de. it so hilarious ! :P thanks so much lesheng ! ;D top 24 rawk rawk rawk big time ! bt i gg to be feeling so damn sad on thursday. GOD why can't u let the 24 be the winner...=( i really thought they r really great ppl. why must u be so cruel ~ sobsob ! *tears*

gosh. dunno wad happen to me . nw my whole hand is in a big pain ~ since working data entry my hand been feeling very suan and pain and while typing this entry i feel the pain again..*ouch* feel very terrible lei...=( gosh ! pray hard tt my hand will recover..or else it really a very terrible feeling la.. haiz..

all right. promise nt to be sad le. so i just try to smile nw.. :) cheers !


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