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♥ Tuesday, December 12, 2006♥

rah de mood is nt tt good after all. sigh..

shall say happy stuff 1st.. haha
YES. I AM PROUD TO SAY TT MR KELVIN GT THE HIGHEST SCORE and guess wad it 41 AGAIN. HAHAHAHA. same with MR LESHENG. OMG. :D i was super happy until ppl thought i crying. muhahaha.. sorry ppl.. :P it was hilarious sight anyway . heh heh.. BUT I AM HAPPY dao.. wa. nothing can describe this la. haha.. congrats kelvin k. U RAWK big time. hoho. and this guy keep on suaning my flat phone. THANKS AR. hahahahaha. but anyway kel u really did well k. :D really make me feel so proud. weee~ rah is really happy when i gt to watch u perform on stage it MY 1ST TIME watching u on stage listening to u.. it great feeling.. =) rah feel totally high sia when the guys came on stage. hahaha.. :P

serious lo. one guy tt can make me wanan die is ANSON. wa piang..-.-" haha. he ar very funny de lei dunno wad to say. cause we let him write our bk. then he totally stress dunno wad to write. and guess wad he did. he will stare at u and THINK SUPER HARD. haha. nvm abt staring at u. he wun stare at the person which he writting to. he will anyhw stare at ppl hard sia.. lol. and i am the victim. muhahahaha..-.- it totally hilarious. keep on laughing like mad dao.. bth. then doreen also very funny. :) but i glad she always there to make the atmosphere fun. it good. haha.. :) really happy..

and finally gt to take a nice pic with kenny ! :) and i glad he still remember me for sure. wee~ haa. silly rah. haha. like tt also happy huh.
but rah is still super happy for MR KELVIN. yay !!

sad stuff..
sigh. i really dunno wad got into me. RAHHHHHH !! nw i going to RAHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. a lot of stupid prob happen to my friend and i really wanna RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. -.-" sigh. i really hope everything going to be solve la. it just a misunderstanding lo. AND I SAY SERIOUS LO. if anything happen. I SWEAR I nt gg to recording and result shw anymore.. AND I MEAN IT K. =( do u knw hw sad it is when everything just BOOM on someone which i close with . just because of a misunderstanding can? sigh ! nt tt i nt supporting pss2 anymore. it nt k. i love the top24 so much ! but haiz. it stupid la all i can say. totally make my whole mood down the drain...

i find myself nt the same rah tt ppl knw anymore. i getting more to emotional side .. =( sorry .. i am always so like tt. yea. i am nt the same rah tt ppl knw anymore. i find myself like totally shit. =( i knw i am nt a person tt will always bein there. but i try my best to always being there for ppl. sigh.. sometimes when ppl tell me tt i am sincere. i will think back issit i am a sincere person. i dun think so sia ! haas.. =X i feel so doubt lo.. haha. kill me ba. =( dunno la. sigh !!! rah de mood is really up n down up n down like rollar coaster.. but i appreciate those who always being there for me. encourage me .. :) but oh well.. it totally kns la me. rah feel so sucky right nw. dunno whom to tell also. haas !! =X ..

sigh. maybe i am tired. tt why think too much again. haha. shall take a gd rest later n forget everything.. sigh ! rah is gg to be fine right.. dunno..

to maxi, jiaying, diya and charolette. u girls did ur best already. though really heart pain to see u girls cry on stage. especially maxi.. =( i miss u calling me RAH ! haiz.. nvm. i shall be k.


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