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♥ Tuesday, December 19, 2006♥

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

super nt in a gd mood k.. i really piss off and crying like nobody business nw..
all because of my sister la. i tell u. I SWEAR AND I SWEAR I RATHER DUN HAVE A SISTER LIKE HER OK ! kill me ba. i am bad. but i am speaking the truth right nw..

YA LA YA LA. i support J3 IS WRONG LA. I SUPPORT PSS 2 ALSO WRONG LA. FUCKER. everything whom i support is wrong. then wad abt u 1ST. DUN U EVER SUPPORT ANYONE IN UR LIFE ! =( I HATE PPL TO COMPARE J3 TO PSS2. COME ON LA. THEY R DIFFERENT CAN.. U IDIOT. PSS2 IS PSS2. J3 IS J3.. KNS ! dun ever use PSS2 OR J3 TO COME COMPARE HW USELESS I AM OK. I KNW I AM USELESS IN EVERYTHING I DO. BUT DUN USE THEM TO COMPARE.. I HATE IT. and i will HATE U MORE THAN EVER. THANKS AR SISTER ! idiot. make me cry like nobody business.. shitty mood nw. i dun wish to talk to anyone right nw. I FEEL SO SHITTY ttt i dun even wanna talk. rather cry to myself n keep my mouth shut. cause no matter wad i say totally wrong ma.. YA LA YA LA I AM WRONG. ALWAYS WRONG.. I AM 17 LE. yet this is happening. MAJAM LIKE A 18 YRS OLD PPL NVR DO STH WRONG. YA LA U R PERFECT RIGHT TO U. EAT SHIT LO !

argggh.. wa piang. make my mood totally down hill.. i nvr cry so badly before. and JUST BECAUSE OF ONE SISTER. I HAD TO SCREAM AND SHOUT AND CRY ! wad the hell la.. like everything is my fault. sigh ! who cares anyway even i write like tt.. i hate my sis. wonder why i have a family tt wun even care.. sigh !

yesterday sitting beside daren supporters.. saw his parents n his sis.. somehw i feel so envy tt all of them are so supportive of him. cheering for him. make so many banner for him. even his gf also came down to support him.. SEE .. tt his family. so supportive towards him.. sigh...even for other contestants also. like weijian. almost his whole family came down to support. SEE ! so supportive right.. haiz.. sometimes i dun find a reason to live also. =( i am sad la.. anyway if u guys see me having a moody mood. and if u read this entry. i guess some of u will knw why am i having a worst life right nw.. =( just feel like hecking care le.. *bang wall* argh ! dun feel any happiness nw.. it totally shit ! kill me ba~ dun give a damn already.. everything to me is numb. i hate this feeling k.. arghhhhh


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