HELLO!

♥ Wednesday, December 6, 2006♥

sigh !
definetly nt in a mood to do anything. post picstures. NO MOOD ! totally my mood went down ! sigh. i really dun like this feeling can..-.- maybe is my moodswing coming back again .. yes it is.. sigh ! back from mediacorp. everything was such a rushing for me n evonne tt i was having a headache. all the superstars are rushing off. yea.. went to eat or sth. but everything just went wrong la. which i dun wanna say le. cause i knw evonne also feeling quite frustrated also. dun say me le. totally very very TIRED. my head is in a great pain. argh !

sometimes i wonder supporting them is my right choice a nt.. [ if anyone of u reading. pls dun take it to heart cause i dun meant all my words when i am in moodswing ] do take note. i just feel myself so failure la. and uselss. can't do things properly. everything just goes so wrong la.wtf. -.- my mum is scolding me.. nagging..etc.. everything i do is wrong. then my sis do de jiu right..-_- i feel so irriating sometimes tt i wanan die...dun care me pls. take it i am talking shit nw..need sth to burst on anyway. haas. rah is mad nw. rah moodswing ~ oh wadever. everything just goes terribly wrong for me RIGHT NW. i dun feel happy at all when i see the superstars. sigh ! wad is going on. why am i feeling like tt ..? maybe i knw tt nth will last ba..tt why i feel so down..sigh ! wad is this ! i totally hate this feeling. can someone just knock onto my head n wake me up. just dun wish to continue on in this stupid life. =/ i hate myself k. =.= i thought i can be strong. i promise a lot of ppl i will be happy. but actually i am nt la. gosh. i guess no one will even care also.. whether i am alive or dead..=X stupid rah. so naive. sigh !!

sigh..i gt nth to say anymore. =/ just hope tt everything will goes right for me again cause i dun like this feeling.. it totally sucks ! can't be happy for me. can't able to smile for nw. i rather do jump down shuang le... haaas

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