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♥ Friday, December 8, 2006♥

sigh !


rah is nt rah anymore..-.-" haiz. this feeling sux la.. feel like crying but i try nt to. MY HEART IS TOTALLY SMASH like a glass tt will nvr be heal. haa. =/



i hate result shw. TOTALLY ! all my guesses are right after all. haiz. but why must it be daren.. argh ! i was crying like nobody business . keep on hurting my finger by bitting on it. nw a bit po pin liao..=X but haiz. again hurt myself.. BUT I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH ! why can't i do my part. and nw wad happen again. -.- he out.. WA LIAO. can i kill myself. haiz. but thanks to everyone de concern also. thx kel, veron , evonne, angela, lesheng who try to comfort me. haish. i try to be strong.. but yet i failed. nw alone at hm. feel so sad. dunno hw to say le..i just feel i am so useless in everything la.. haiz. WHY LIKE TT !!! why is world so unfair to him..=( he already making improvement . BUT WHY !!! sux.. totally.. no mood in anything. better dun come n disturb me. or else i gg to flare out. especially those ppl who try to piss me off and say aboUT who is out this wk. can tell me. I WILL FLARE OUT I TELL U.. AND I MEAN WAD I SAY k.. rah is nt rah anymore. nt the same rah tt always happy n laughing de rah anymore get it. I AM NT. =( SO THOSE PPL WHO WANNA ASK THE RESULT. DUN EVER COME ASK ME.. or else BYEBYE ! hmph !!!!!!!!!!!!!



after whole result shw. was half laughing half crying inside my heart though i may nt shown it.. i told the rest like kel, lesheng tt i am all right. in fact i am nt.. =( sorry guys ! didn't mean it. this result shw really hit me so badly.. haiz. dunno hw nxt week will i able to handle it also. daren also ask me nt to be sad BUT HW TO la..-.-" and PLS MR DAREN pls pls do take care of urself kk.. get well soon all right..keep on seeing u sneezing . waaa...=/ dunno wad to say. so mr daren take care of urself k ! sigh !!! he sick la. aiyoyo.. poor thing.. =)




to daren



though u maybe out of this competition.. in my heart u r still my superstars in my eyes ! :) cause u deserve my support. seen all ur hard work through this competition. trying to speak more chinese. can see ur hard work de. u still someone who is so cool. haha ! :D always so nice also.. weee~ nvr regret supporting u . seeing u singing on stage. on monday when i seen u make so much improvement. i was super proud of u can. :) SUPERSTAR ! u r still one.. ;) rah try nt to be sad anymore and UUUUUUUU take care of ur health all right.. :D *rah is STRONG * de opposite. wahaha ! DAREN JIAYOU ! continue to persude ur dreams k. we all will be there for u AND RAH TOOOOOOOO. u still the best !!!






wa piang. the guys are so nagging ..lol ! lesheng n kelvin. wahaha. the top 2 nagging guys..-.- bth them until i kinda scare of them nw.. hahahaha !! but thanks lesheng n kelvin for the concern k. ;) i will be fine all right I PROMISE PROMISE.. :D and MR LESHENG N MR KELVIN i haven't shoot u all also huh. ask me nt to cry IN THE END WHO CRY NW..LOL !!! hahaha. u guys arr. bth de lei.. =.= ask me nt to cry. hmph.. :X hahahahaha. but guys i really appreciate all ur care n concern k.. though u guys may nag at me to go hm n rest. but i will rest well de k.. dun worry abt me.. worry for u guys !! lesheng glad tt u make it through to the nxt round ! AND MR LESHENG DUN BLAME URSELF ANYMORE K.. =X lols. though daren maybe out. u can continue the dreams of daren, and the rest k . :) hahaha. nw rah is nagging. YAY !!! hahahaha.. bth.. :P and mr kelvin u too. nxt wk ur performance. jiayou k ! u can do it dude... :D i promise i will SMILE KK !! hahahaha. nvm. thinking back of ur zi pai de pics. feel like laughing. so ahha !






hohoh.. writting this entry nw. half happy half sad. hahaha !! :D i will be fine after a long sleep de.. dun worry ppl. hehehehe.



daren, lesheng, kelvin. thanks guys !! :D u guys always make my day !!


daren do take care and GET WELL SOON ! wahahaha. red nose..-.-"

hahahahaha !!! guess mr kelvin will knw why am i laughing at this pic. this pic actually is taken by RAH ! nt mr kel who zi pai de. this is our inside jokes. hahaha !! damn kuku lo. hoho.. =)

and this is daren when he is sick ! :X oops. [ trying to make myself happy by typing those stuff..lol ] haas

and to mr zhang lesheng also.. KEEP ON SUANING ME WITH MY FLAT PHONE. HAHAHA. wa liao.. =.=" hahaha. stop suaning me i tell u.. BOO. hahahaha.. :P i am just joking.. haha

dun worry ppl. rah is all right nw.. typing those rubbish. haha.. but i must say serious.. wad i say above is serious k. dun make me flare out asking me result shw or wadsoever. hmph ! lala~hoho k rah is going to rest le or else more nagging..-.- nw i realise guys can be so nagging like old man. wahahahaa !!! RAH IS FINE k.. :) dun worry. hohoh.. cause u guys keep me going ! :D love u guys. love pss2 ! XD hao la. shall post pics again all right if i am free. heex. thanks to all who was being there for me just nw ! regardless of contestant, friends. thanks. for always being there. =) yay !




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