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♥ Wednesday, December 27, 2006♥

sigh~
realise tt i had nvr written about my own christmas wish also. though christmas is over. but it nt all to late isn't it huh..=)

actually for my christmas wish.. i really hope to be happy n contented ba. i nvr nvr had any wish tt is so demanding also. haas. all i wish is to spent times with my family n friends. but too bad this yr my wish is nt granted..sigh! remember last yr christmas was spent with friends and my church ppl. i was so happy. tt time was my happiest time in my life. and yea receive some gift too. :D chocolate. i receive 2..=) tt was my happy days. but too bad this yr was spent in a bad way.. :( spent it alone .. crying. HAAAAA. wad a christmas right.. sigh~ feel totally sux when thinking of it. tt why for my christmas wish. it simply actually. to be happy.. i guess everyone also wanna be happy right. sigh.. but too bad i am nt.. :( i maybe laughing n smiling in front of many ppl. but in my mind. so many stuff are inside which make me think a lot.. in the end tears will end up doing the job for me. :(

remember the 1st time went for superband recording. from suntec tilll all the way to grand finales. the feeling is so different. there maybe times where i feel sad.. but almost all the months i spent is happy.. hurhur ~ i admit i was happy. =) especially when i see them perform on stage. doing their best ! :) i am contented really. i dun demand them to score high marks. as long their hard work is paid off. i am happy. we maybe a small grp among all the finalists. but as smaller grp..we r always happy.. :D tt wad is all abt isn't. memories just flow back.. =( and thinking back all the friends i gt i was happy. too bad in the end i lost them. sigh~ :( hw sad huh.. haas.. rah feel so empty sometimes which i dunno hw to describe..oops. i promise i wun think too much.. =X kill be ba..~ haaas

aiyo.. i shld stop thinking. but tt is hw i feel right nw.. haha ! and nw in pss2.. a lot of stuff also on my mind. haa. but i promise i wun give up on him ! =D u guys shld knw whom i mean huh. especially those gd friends of mine knw.. 2007 is coming so soon ! sigh. gg to mis 2006 a lot though there maybe so much things tt had happen ya.. :) but tt will make me be stronger than before.. i promise~ lalala~
tml result shw.. sigh ~


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