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♥ Friday, December 8, 2006♥

sigh!
suddenly just love this song by tank a lot. guess it his new song? haas. this song really suit my feeling right nw which i dunno hw to describe. inner side of myself still feel the pain ..sigh. wad is happening ? i dunno..-.- issit too hard for me to carry on.. haiz. nvr had i feel like tt before.. gosh ! think i dying sooner or later.. =( just totally hate this feeling for sure. BOO. there nth for me to look forward to anymore.. sigh. my mood nw is totally numb. though the pain inside wun heal for nw. totally hate it..

=( let this song do the job for me. i just have to keep repeat this song over n over again ba.. i try to be strong but i knw myself i am nt a strong girl. so i failed. but i also want to shou hu all the ppl whom is so important to me too. haas.. thinking silly stuff again. *doot doot* no matter hw sad and hw the pain is gg to be. i will still smile. i will still laugh but just tt the feeling is nt gg to be the same again. sigh. i guess i am letting down to the ppl who been encouraging me.. giving me the strength. i'm sorry. =(


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