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♥ Monday, January 15, 2007♥

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firstly wanna wish dearest sofia a HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. wee~ feel so happy for this girl here. haas. finally turn 16 le. =D and i even before 12 am i send a bdae sms to her.. :P i love u sofia ~ HAD A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY YEA.. wee~ as i did promise u. i will be happy right..=) i hope i will grant u ur bdae wish to be happy.. thanks for always being there once again..~ without fail u always make me laugh ! thanks girl so much!~ LOVE U lots ... hope u had a wonderful year ahead kaes... :D SHE a great girl.. and a great friend too.. haha.. =)) weee...

anyway happy thing just go ahead. nw i gt a lot of prob coming into me . sigh. those who knw will knw why i say tt. RAH IS SCARE. super scare.. scare of sth. dun wish to mention. those who knw will knw why i say tt.. =( it super scary la.. RAH IS SCARE N WORRIED. nvr had i feel this way before.. :( sigh~ i really dunno hw to face this problem tt is coming into me. i knw i am nt tt brave anyway to face.. =( RAH IS USELESS. everything also afraid to face. argh.. but i really scare. can someone come n help me .. sigh~ thanks to all who is willing to help me to face this problem . thanks so much... lucky i have u guys by my side. but still the fear in me is still there. HW AM I GG TO FACE IT. ARGH ! rah is feeling so frustrated. nw the guys/girls finale recording is coming so soon yet i gt so much stuff on my mind.. eeeeee ~ really hate this feeling. sometimes i am so foolish to always trust ppl.. :( in the end i always get disappointment. ARGH. already 2007 le. yet i still such a foolish girl. STUPID RAH... :( i hate it.. sigh~~

anyway wanna thanks daren for always being so nice. haas. at least i was being cheer up by him sia.. aiyo. he really very very very funny~ :D he is so so much different than last time. and i did sth stupid again..-.- took a foolish pic of myself with his CAR. HAHAHAHAHA ! like the kelvin car..-.-" hurhur. it so lame.. and tt will be the LAST LAST TIME I AM GG TO DO TT KAES..-.- -faint- he even saw the pic le. haas. i knw on his mind he will think AIYO..lols...=XX oops. love ur car so much la ~ :D haas. thanks for being so nice. unlike AHEM who is getting so bad . tt AHEM atticute is making me so irriated. at least daren is getting into a nice person. :) this is my 1st time encounter tt someone from so call nt so gd person to a GOOD PERSON.. really glad to hear tt sia.. :)) lucky i nvr regret supporting the wrong ppl.. yay.. :)) heart him to the bits ~ i hope tt AHEM will also change la.. sigh. but i dun think so. tt AHEM expression tell me everything. haas k .. shall nt say much again.. =)

arrrgh. nw i hope tt FEAR WILL DISAPPEAR FROM ME or else i gg to live tt fear in me. sigh. i really dunno hw to face it... :(( sigh. who will be there to give me a hand.. i really really need someone to hold me.. =/ wad i say is all useless la. i knw i gg to face this alone without anyone be there.. i knew it... sigh. shall nt expect much anymore. cause all i receive is disappointment..shall leave it to GOD who will always be there for me...=) shall pray hard hard ~ k la. nw my mood is really up n down ~ sigh~ wad to do huh... haas... all right shall go slp le. tired ~ shall nt think too much..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SOFIA ONCE AGAIN . lovesss~


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