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♥ Monday, January 22, 2007♥

sigh~

been crying once again.. i really hate the truth. but i knw i had to accept it. and thanks ryan for telling me all the truth.. =( when i heard tt. i started to cry.. it really hurt so much la. nw i finally understand hw the others feeling ...=( i really trust him a lot lot lot de.. BUT IN THE END i only receive disappointment.. and though many ppl encourage me nt to giveup. i try to .. but this time i really dunno whether i can continue on to give him the support tt i use to always give him.. sigh.. i already given up on one. YET ANOTHER ONE CAME ALONG LIKE TT.. :( i think i gg to cherish daren the most right nw. haha. so werid right. why must it be daren seriously i do trust him dunno why i really trust him ba. =) ~ :) anyway daren.. shou zhen de. till nw he had nt even make me cry .. though may nt be talking so long. but i really cherish those days we talk , laugh, fooling around. etc. plus all the pics we taken. cherish it a lot. last time i dun cherish it much cause due to some stuff. but nw i regret tt i nvr cherish this 2 guys ... =( and for HIM. i dunno shld i give him a chance. i am scare to get hurt again. whenever i see ppl so happy to see their idols. i only can stand aside n watch .. envy of them la.. :) i hope they will cherish those moments ba.. dun be like me.. regret so much stuff... ='(



hen lei le. haha.. i really dunno wad todo or say anymore. only knw hw to cry.. =( seriously i hope this is nt the truth. I HOPE . but sigh~ i knw all my hopes will dash also.. sigh.. why everything turn so badly for me. it hurts u knw.. RAHHHHHHHH ~ but of course i had a happy moments with them. but nw left so little time. but i hope it nt too late for me to cherish those ppl who r really important to me.. and rather to say they r the sincere ones.. i dun wish to regret after everything is over. i try to smile. yet i fail to do so... great ~

haha.. met daren at J8..lols. so funny la.. and manage to take a pic of him when we both are on the esculator..LOL. hahahahaha. so paiseh la.. =P but i love him more more more MORE MORE now~



AIYO ~ hahahaha. i really love this pic lot though kinda blur.. but it ok la.. =) really gg to cherish him ! and i knw i wun regret to support him.. :D at least i still gt a reason to smile ...weE~ love ya~



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