HELLO!

♥ Wednesday, January 3, 2007♥

sigh~
rah hen nan guo. this feeling again sux..=( i really dunno hw to describe this feeling again n i really dun wanna think so much but again as me..i always think. and nw writting this. tears flowing down like heck..=( after watching his performance. i really like it a lot but then sigh. again judges dun like and this wk he gt the lowest..=( SIGH. everything is so sucky.. haas. though i really mentally prepare though. promise someone i wun cry but i guess this time i had to break off my promise le. nw thinking back. really feel like crying lo. sigh~ i knw nth will change .. haiz. rah hen nan guo lei. =(( but i knw he dun wish to see me sad. BUT I CAN'T HELP IT. try to console myself by fooling around but in fact i am nt ok. my inner side is crying like mad.. =( only someone knw me very well tt i feel vry vry sad. sigh~ this hurts la.. really. try to be strong ba ! haas. but i knw i can't be strong. haiz.. nvm.. =(
lesheng!!! haiz. nw reading the msg he written for me on the poster. make me wanna cry again..duno when will he write such a touching msg for me again.. but i promise i will finish

but i glad tt daren once again broke record..LOL and ppl pls see his costume and plus his nice HAIR..LOL. make me laugh until wanna die and their nice mv also..-.-" i was laughing at kelvin expression. HAHAHAHAHAHHA ! =DD oops. even daren himself was telling me tt his hair n costume is funny. haas ! anyway daren was really hyper? LOL.. hahahahhaa ! especially with kelvin. ask them record song..-.- all this 2 person all high liao. haas. buey tanhan. nw keep on listening to make me laugh for a bit ba..haas..=X they at least make me cheer up a bit . haha. they r fooling around in fact..-.-" kelvin call daren chen SI wei..-_-" then kelvin call lesheng LAO DE..LOL. omg la..-_-" wad r this brothers doing huh.. haas.. funny ppl~ and NAT thanks for ur wonderful song..=D haha and also reserving tics for me n evonne.. hahah ! so cute la nat..=D sigh. too bad he left from radio gate..=( nvr had a chance to encourage him.. sigh~ sometime i feel so failure la. really dunno wad to say. zhen de hen xing ku. heart also pain. =(

*tears*
zhen de hen xin tong~ sigh..

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