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♥ Wednesday, January 17, 2007♥

wad a day of sadness..
sigh~ really damn jialat i tell u. this is my 1st time ever go pss2 girls finale was having such a bad mood.. :( really dunno wad got into me. 1st is about him ( it nt abt kelvin or daren ) ok it obvious enough whom i saying.. 2nd is lots of stuff been happening to me n my friends. it making me feel so troubled.. =( i mean when thinking of both stuff. my brain almost wanna burst. just controlled my tears only yea. but for girls finale. i did enjoy myself. haha. cause gt some funny part happen..=P heh..~ shall nt say wad. but it funny. manage to make me laugh for a while. haas. doreen is so funny i tell u. =) but i really glad tt she was there ..^^ been talking to her on the phone for 2 days. it fun talking to her kaes~ hahaha.. =) doreen thanks for being there also. love ya lots ~ =D thanks for being such a gd friend also.. at least i found someone tt i really can trust to talk to yea~ YEA ! =)) haas.. ^^ we can talk a lot of funny stuff tt been happening. haha.. so fun~

anyway girls finale was great. kudos to diya and carrie. haha. carrie broke record of 44.5 sia. WAAAAA..LOL. even daren record also break liao la.. pro right but she really did very great for her last song.. first 2 songs the judges did nt quite impress till the 3rd song when she sang wei lian de song. wow. i was so touched actually. BUT DIYA also did great. i really enjoy her performance too~ wooo. both of them rawk the stage.. really. and the top 21 was there too.. =) sitting at the 1st row. sigh. saw him ( nt kel or daren arrrr.. ) then nth much. just feeling down..haiz. dun say y le.. those who knw. dun say anything kaes ! anyway after recording. down down down. in the end went downstair to cool myself actually.. then yanshan and the rest came down. plus sheila. cause she gg off. suddenly she on the phone say. ehh. faster.. cause lesheng waiting for us. .. when i heard it. and i knw wad gg on le.. i dunno why. can't controlled my tears anymore n just broke down !. it super jialat i tell u. nvr broke down until keep crying until like siao... :( i feel so sad.. cause really so much thing happen le. haiz. guess i shock a lot of ppl. maomao was there also..=( thanks for the comfort too maomao~ =) then averil also knw tt i cry.. and she came forward to comfort me too. thanks so much averil~ thanks for really being there also. promise i wun think too much le and wun cry anymore.. ^^ thanks~ u make me feel better when u say those stuff to me.. =)) and DOREEN. thanks also.. for being there too. to encourage me, comfort me, making me laugh all those ~ thanks...=)

and those who concern. thanks..i will be fine ppl. just been thinking so much stuff.. haiz.. i really hope bad things will goes away soon. =( later is the guys finale le. dun wanna think so much. just go on to support daren ba~ i just wanna smile and support. wanna be happy when i at the studio. before everything ends. i just wanna smile. cause for pss2. really make a lot of wonderful friends.. :D like DOREEN and the SF's peeps too.. =)) yeps. really wanna cherish all this wonderful memories. though there are really sad times la.. but it a part of life isn't it. haha ~ oh well. guess this yr is also nt tt gd for snake year la. hahahaha.. oh well.. =)) shall try to be strong la. aiyo~ really silly of me also. haas. but really too much stuff le. dunno wad to say la. =(

and to van~ sorry again did nt talk to u or reply u when i crying.. :( dui bu qi ..zhen de. haiz.. cause too much stuff on my mind. dunno hw to tell u also.. dui bu qi..=/ nxt time after i feeling better shall tell u everything kaes ~

thanks to those who comfort me when i needed someone to be there.. appreciate it.. i wun forget wad averil told me those stuff ~ thanks so much ! needed tt the most..=)

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