HELLO!

♥ Sunday, March 4, 2007♥

sigh~
feel like saying my story right nw...
there is someone who treat me very very very nice once..
he is someone tt i can really trust though last time.
always when i am down. will msg him in friendster.
and he will encourage me with words. =)
tt time. i still feel very very appreciate by all his words..
i feel quite happy.. we remain as gd friends..^^
everytime gt some event. he will ask me along..
and yes i will follow.. ;)
i thought. and really thought he is someone tt i can trust..
in the end after a few months. all right i admit. it my fault..
i went to support PSS2. a bit neglect him and his music sch..
everytime i come to his music sch will be because of alex..
lols. k i sound so bias right..=X hurhur..
but to me J3 is much important than anyone else ..
hahahaha !! =) all right. enough...
anyway he CHANGE to a different person..
to someone tt i dunno...=(

today at esplanade. was waiting for J3 performance to start.
saw him..yes he saw me. but he just gave me a stare..
and a sarastic smile n wave...=(
do u knw when i saw it. i almost cry..
i nearly broke down.. but did nt...
cause i told myself. J3 is performing..
u shld nt cry. and i am here to support J3.
nt anyone else.. and yes...i enjoy myself through the whole concert..
really love my 3 angels..=) ^^
and they done a gd job.. hees..~
and one song they sang almost make me broke down..
cause while they singing tt song..
it remind me of HIM.. very sad...
but i manage to control. yahoo~ =)
but actually deep inside my heart..
i feeling very sad n heartbroken... ='(
no one knw the pains in my heart... except for vanvan..
was smsing her abt hw i feel . and she knw me the best.
cause she also been through this right nw..
and nw is my turn... haha...
wad a day. doesn't wish to think so much cause of him..
it sucks~ just hate myself la. really..
why must i care so much for him again..
rah shall be strong..
rah shall nt fall.
rah shall be happy..
sigh~ can i do it. i dunno..
my tears is really inside. gg to fall anytime soon..=(

it ok.. shall go n listen to J3 performance song again
I LOVE THEM ! yay !!
my fav song. LIANG ZHI LIAN REN.. HOHOH
they sang it. wee~ =D

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