HELLO!

♥ Monday, April 9, 2007♥

currently...

crying in process ! :'( i betcha no one will ever knw hw i feel inside . so tt why i choose to blog it out instead. u guys may tell me. it just a COMPETITION only. why must cry until like tt. but u guys wun knw hw we ever feel inside.. :(

got the result of SYF. twband got a bronze ? haas ! yeps. BRONZE AGAIN. after i gt the news. i broke down. =( today morning on the way to singapore convention hall. the whole band was very panic. very nervous. especially for those who the first time who stepping into this hall plus it a compeition. 2 yrs once. listen it 2 yrs once..=/ plus MR COLIN NG ( super gd conductor) was encouraging them .. plus everyone gt the faith on twband tt we can get our target this year.. and yes i was inside the hall worrying for them. kan chiong for them. nervous for them. everything. i listen and watch at the same time. suddenly feel. hey twband. u guys really improve a lot.. and i so proud of them to see them playing tt well..and plus mr colin ng they had really perform well.. yes i agree with him. after mr colin ng had put in so much effort on twband. spenting the last 1 yr plus coaching them.. teaching them the right way.. yups. yes though i was nt there. but i can see from mr ng he really giving in all his passion of music to twband..

everyone broke down after their performance. seeing them cry. heartache..='( but i dun wish to think abt the result at all. i was there to console them nt to cry. u guys had done ur best..=( but everything just went wrong again. and again we gt bronze.. sigh ~ i am nt there to watch. i feel so guilty. why must i be sick again..=( HW I WISH I CAN BE THERE FOR ALL MY JUNIORS WHO PUT IN SO MUCH HARD WORK JUST FOR TODAY.. i feel super duper upset .. crying crying crying. argh. simply dun like this feeling anymore all right.. it totally sucks. even for a gd band like VS only gt a sliver. sigh. another da ji for me...='( wad can i say...

dun ask me anymore. dun wish to talk much. all i can say is TWBAND U GUYS STILL DO ME AND THE REST PROUD ! loves~ though i knw they will be feeling so discourage and sad right nw.. ='( sorry guys i can't be there for u..=/ *guilty*

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