HELLO!

♥ Monday, May 28, 2007♥

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damn it. CAN'T BELIEVE tt my life nw is totally in a mess nw. wtf ! :( can't believe tt i quarrel with one of my classmate today just over a small matter. WTF ! I HATE TO QUARREL WITH ANYONE especially to my classmate and yet everything just went wrong today.. WTH ! just kill me pls. and is someone a guy who had taught me so much when i needed someone to be there..=/ FCUK . simply fcuk ok ! =(( i just hate myself. why must i do sth to make myself so unhappy lar. GO EAT SHIT LAR RAH ! =( SIGH ! just feel like crying anytime soon.. so many stuff tt had been happening. I HATE IT CAN. ass hole bloody shit. scolding myself.. why am i so stupid lar.

sadded. nth can cheer me up nw.. i just feel like drowning myself and die shuang liao. wad is my purpose of living when i am so depress and sad and always doing things tt i am nt myself at all huh ! i just want to give up already. and sometimes i just need a friend who is really true to me.. :( i miss twss life. i miss my teachers who gave me so much encouragement . sigh. i miss BAND who gave me so much happiness and memories. I MISS all my ex-classmates. miss my band mates ( my batch and senior's batch). :(( i miss those days can. no need to be so sad and fan until nw.. i miss J3 !=( those were the days i am so happy. sigh ~ yea i gg mad liao. =/

sigh. everything just go wrong lar. i just want to give up already. i am tired. really tired.. i just want to let go of everything. sigh.. even *him* dun ask me why. I AM SIMPLY SICK AND TIRED. i shall take down everything of his stuff later on at my room.. include his poster. his msg. everything. HIS SONGS also..=( sigh. great life huh.. hate myself ! and YES i dun look forward to JUNE holiday anymore. especially on the 16th JUNE.. ='( yea.. =/ dun feel good.. hurhur. *CRIES* sigh. sadded..lalaa !~ this big big wound in my heart will nt even heal. sigh ~ :( and hurhur. can't believe my classmates also knw much abt him. they was like. OH I KNW who he is. PSS2 CHAMPION DAREN TAN ! by tt time i already have no reaction anymore ! i just give them a smile. =) haas. maybe tt is a gd thing tt i gt no more reaction. hahas. YAY ! :D

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