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♥ Tuesday, May 8, 2007♥

hahaha. (:
i knw there sum stuff tt been happening since yesterday. hurhur. but seriously la. for nw i dun even wanna give a shit towards it anymore. yes i did cry yesterday. crying why am i stupid to trust people so easily. and in the end i receive is betrayal .. sigh. i am such a stupid foolish girl to believe those peeps..hurhur. but after this lesson tt i receive. i am no longer the same rah i use to be already..hees. yes. it hurts a lot when those people whom u trusted so much to backstab or betray u. but actually i can expected and get use to it already la. haha. wad can i say? =) nvm. it over. wad happens had been happen. i dun wish to start any conflict anymore. for nw. i shall stay strong as always. (: i will concentrate on my study right nw. YAY. i love schooling nw. hahaha..=D

anyway. yea. as wad i say i cried to sleep yesterday or shld i say i can't even sleep ..xD oh well. my eyes turn out swollen.. gosh. my classmates was like. ur eyes is so swollen.. hurhur. ok la.. =D in sch was fun can? HAHAHA. we learn hw to fold many many types of napkin in those hotels. i learn hw to fold lotus , single fans, cockarms? issit. LOL and erm.. french fold. (: hehehe. had fun learning. all thanks to mr tan ! and i manage to learn it quite fast..LOL so bhb. haha. anyway yups. had fun there..=P and class is super noisy as usual. but they r crazy. haas. yet make me cheer up and laugh with them during class. I LOVE TT can. at least i manage to forget all those problems in my heart. i no need hide anything when i am with my class. =) i THANK GOD for tt. (: anyway . yes.. had lunch after tt. hurhur. after tt class went mad again. haha. we talk rubbish while waiting.. xD . then had to practise holding tray . OMG. -.-"

HAHAHAHA ! when we had to individual walk. my hand was shivering which i dunno why. then mr tan say. waa. u scare and nervous issit. but i feel tt i nt scare lei.=.=" then si bei paiseh can. LOL ! in the end one of my classmate encourage me nt to be scare. (: thanks dude ! haas. =D then yea. hahaha. went back class air con to practise folding. no confident in folding..=/ but at least i manage to do it la. and of course ask my classmates for guidance. THANKS for being there to help me. though kana disturb..ROAR ! ;P ok. yea.. quite happy in sch today actually.. dun feel tt sad anymore..=D RAH IS OK ALREADY. hees. xD rah will be strong no matter wad. lalalala ~ xD

ESPECIALLY THANKS TO RACHEL AND VANVAN for being there for me when i am so so down ! loves~ u guys are really the best..thank you so much. and to those who backstab me behind my back and betrayals *shake head* u guys really hurt me a lot do u knw tt. WHEN I TRUST U GUYS THE MOST. U GUYS JUST STAB ME IN THE BACK. DO U KNW HW HURT I AM.. my heart just BROKE when everything happens. sigh ~ i dun wish to continue anymore. i only can say for nw is. U GUYS ARE ONLY JUST A PASSERBY IN MY LIFE. RAH WILL BE STRONG. RAH WILL BE STRONG ! i love my class. YAY..

TO START REFRESH IN MY NEW LIFE. i gg to change my msn add le. (: those i trusted de. i will add u guys immediately. so no worries. and for blog side. i maybe closing this blog down and start anew again. =) i shall reconsider again. XD . times will heal all my wound in my heart. (: and i believe it so !


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