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♥ Monday, May 7, 2007♥

ohwell..
today is such a moodswing day. sigh. actually shou zhen de. i feel like letting go. nw then i really realise tt i am so super tired of those sickening stuff tt had been happening for the past days..=/ simply dun like this kinda feelings.. shou zhen de after today in sch. thinking a lot la. and maybe i shld be the one who be letting go. and the rest can still continue to support him. (: actually i dun mind backing out. HAHAHAHA. =D then like tt i can concentrate on my studies better right. (: and this time i shall do well for my studies. nt always gg back to mdc to see him or whoever le.. yea ! (: maybe i shld. hahaha. and shou zhen de today rachel told me u weekly gt daren stuff. THEN i was like hmmm. ok. then i bought the u weekly and saw the page tt gt his stuff. suddenly i dun have the 'feel' anymore. WHY AR? tt the question tt i keep thinking while walking on the way. heees. tt mean i can let go le lo. xD at least i nt tt sad after all? cause it really like no feel anymore.. sigh ~ YAY. i shall try my best to forget bits by bits.. oops. i think the 4 gals reading this gg to kill me.. =.=" maybe give me just a little time k girls. (: I JUST need to reconsider everything again. yea ! =)

SCH IS CRAZY la.. -.- stupid lecturer taught us stuff until whole class confuse la. and in the end the morale of the story is : WORK LESS AND EARN MORE. WTH ..-_-" lols. then whole class was DUH ~ -_-" then everyone started to complain why make us so confuse. hahaha. =X damn kuku. (: at least nw my class is much quieter. hahaha..=D though today i almost fell asleep in class. =X oops. sorry.. =P hmm. i love my class for nw. and some misunderstandings btw sum of them had been clear. so i am glad everything is ok nw la.. (: YAY ! hope we can be like this for 2 yrs.. jiayou peeps..=)) i shall really study hard for tt .. xD and maybe MDC shall nt be my 2nd home already. i shall keep away from tt place from nw on. miracle i nt gg to see J3 tmr. (: though i really miss them. but it ok la. nvm.. i shall let go bits by bits.. but in my heart there still a J3 extisting in my heart. (: yups. hees.

LETTING GO IN PROCESS.. JIAYOU RAH ! (: sick and tired of everything. just feel like breaking down.. sigh ~ shld i take down his poster on my wall..=/ SIGH !


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