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♥ Thursday, July 5, 2007♥

boohoo..
been feeling quite down for this past days nah. seeing doreen almost.. i feel like crying. i hope tt she will be strong lor.. pls doreen. yao jian qiang okie. nt only must promise to me. but i guess u had promise to the others already right huh.. pls.. seeing u like tt make me feel so sad can.. just dun wish to lose anyone le..='( just thinking back of once i lost one of my band mate.. the words she told me is really clear in my mind. those words wun ever be earse from my heart ...=( i miss her a lot too. it had been more than 2 yrs since she had gone to another world. but i knw she wun had to suffer anymore.. aisha..i miss u ! :( i knw u can hear me right? yea.. and ishi too..boohoo..=( just miss this 2 ppl a lot a lot.. so ppl. do cherish ur life all right. i dun think i gt the strength to cry le. nw feel like crying can.. BOOHOO ! :( life is really fragile ~ dunno wad had been happening to me. i can be happy. yet i can be sad at the nxt moment can.. wad the... =.= wad happen to me.. BOOHOO. :( i hate this feeling.. the feeling is so terrible when u lost someone whom u once close..='( weelll.. =/ AHHHHHHHHH. sometimes i can't cry in front of my friends. so i choose to keep those tears at home.. alone.. i will just cry. just like nw. my tears in my eyes.. can drop anytime soon..=( -faint- maybe i need to be alone? dunno.... *CRIES* ppl been comforting me nt to think so much. but i can't huh... =.= just can't help thinking lor.. why everything happen so fast..i am just wondering. wad if one day i also gone? =X wad will the feeling be like huh? anyway i nt thinking of silly stuff ok .. just wondering only nah.. sigh! well.. maybe when ppl upset. will tend to think a lot huh..

the feeling is coming back again.. i dunno somehow i feel tt .. i can't communicate with ppl around me.. :( boohoo. maybe i shall keep quiet the nxt time.. i shld nt had make the first move nah ! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! rah is damn damn sad nw.. boohoo...no one talk many..=/ goodbye~


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