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♥ Tuesday, July 3, 2007♥


sigh~
went to pay ishi for the last time at a temple..=( actually i told rx and yanling cnt cry ar.. in the end ...-_- i was the first one who started tearing.. boohoo ! but seriously speaking. the moment when i went to pray for him..i can't help myself to think back of the past..='( and when i think back.. i feel so damn sad.. and sigh. just cnt help it anymore. started to tears..='( sorry guys.. when i see the pic of him.. sigh. the feeling is so different again. i miss him. i miss those days can. but i knw it cnt be turn back anymore la..='( all i pray for him is tt he will be out there peacefully and happily.. just hope tt he wun suffer anymore. but in my heart... was thinking why is he so silly. ='( when i saw his mum there.. i just can't help to feel sad too. it nt only us tt is sad.. but his mum is the most saddest de.. :( the one who look after him for 25 years.. sigh.. i feel so heartpain for both la.. really... and seeing others cry so badly. make me feel sad too huh.. booo! well. sometimes hw i wish times can turn back again. but i knw it impossible.. :( and i knw he already gone and wun come back anymore..

ishi.. will always miss u ! :( RIP ! always be remembered by all of us. and will put u deeply in our heart.. thanks for all the memories u given me.. :( i wun forget the laughter n fun u had gave .. sigh~~~~ rah is super sad can.. :(

edited..
and for goodness sake. for those ppl who want to kill themself. CAN U ALL PLS THINK CAREFULLY a nt. to me is like RUBBISH and totally NONSENSE lor. i remember i lost someone dear to me too during my sec sch. she wanted to live .. but yet she dun have the chance to live. cause due to illness. and why do u think u ppl can live.. yet u guys want to go and die? FOR WAD. den wad abt those ppl who really wanted to live yet dun have the chance. u guys are ONE SILLY FOOL okie. i am piss off. really piss off la. i dun give a shit for wad i saying here and it the fact tt i saying nw.. come on lar. u guys can live.. yet dun want treasure it. WAD IS THIS can? PLS la. any problems can be solve in other way. BUT NT BY KILLING URSELF OK. so dumb. to me is such a dumb way. anyway i dun mean ishi anyway okie. roarrrrrrrr ! i am just piss off can. dun ask me why i am so piss off. i just feel like slapping ppl who say they wanna die. i will slap i tell u. angry daoooo ! pls la..can u think carefully before wad u say a nt. sigh~ wadever. no talk many anymore. :( i am still upset abt his issue can

ok.. no angry many abt tt stuff..
must say sth here..
ishi. xie xie ni ! i knw u are hearing us above. :D
thank you for the miracle tt u given to us. (:
;))


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