♥ Friday, August 3, 2007♥
finally..
after a hard decision.. decided to fang le.. better to let go than really become more affected and more sad.. i dun wish to become another sad person like last time. though nw i still feeling tt upset and hurt.. but i dun care le.. i will just let time heal my wound inside my heart.. seriously no one will ever understand hw i feel inside myself.. no one...=( i thought i gt gd friends around me.. but in fact i dun have.. sigh. just because of sth in the end affect friendship.. worth it a nt? forget it.. say le also no use... dun want care and tink many le.. those whom really are my gd friends.. are from secondary sch.. they are the one who is there for me whenever i need them. and averil ! my loves ~ averil the one who is willing to listen to me.. =) just nw receive one of her msg tt she reply me.. saying tt no matter happy or nt happy de stuff must tell me in my nxt reply..i was so touched when i read tt. at least i knw i do have someone who cares and willing to listen to all my unhappiness or happiness? cherish her a lot..really ! =D and yeah..i treasure those peeps whom really care ! (: lalala~~~
those whom really are my friends i will still keep in touch with ya all. regardless in msn or sms..=) the rest...i shall let go ba ! hao lei wor.. making myself so sad and miserable... nt worth it at all.. :P anyway i realy shall stop supporting him and someone le.. i am tired ! sigh..i shall shun xi zi ran ba.. and J3 and MLB and averil :P will be the 1st 3 and also will be the last 3
i will be supporting. among all those peeps i been supporting .. they are the nicest ! at least they given me the most memorable thing tt i wun ever forget..showering me the love and concern and fun..:P mlb is really giving me so much fun hahaha ! nic is 4ever nice okay ! xDD and J3 and averil. always being there...:D love ya guys lots ! wooohoo... =p
=)) dun worry i will be fine. guess mia-ing is fun nah..xD hahas.. i will use this time to make my wound heal and become a much happier person.. cindy bdae is coming.. promise her i will give her a treat..hahaha ! xD love her a lot.. 6 yrs of friendship. and still as strong..^^
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