HELLO!

♥ Wednesday, August 1, 2007♥

waaaaa..
totally drain out already nah..-_- really no strength to blog so much liao..hurhur. damn tired..lol. i only enjoy my 1 hr of break. hahaha..=p the rest of the time no need talk many.

.wad can i do? hahaha..crazy work nah. want me die everyday 7.30 then release work. :( nw my right hand de finger like numb le cause of typing here and there..LOL. damn it..hurhur aiya sian ar.. any way also good la also prevent me from thinking many many stuff also..sigh. yeah been feeling moodless since talking to rx..lol. sorry ar rx ! cause suddenly she come talk to me abt star search ppl. i was like SIAN diao la..it like nw EVERYONE i knw getting started to chase star search ppl la. then i am the one who dunno anything wad..cause i dun even knw who is who la..freak..-_- can scold me sua gu i dun care la.. but REALLY SIAN AND TIRED OF IT la.. sigh..always hear ppl around me saying waa tt guy very nice.. -_- is like wtf.. i dun even knw anything and they always talk abt their own topic. and freak me i dun even knw.. i feel like i am AN IDIOT listening to them talking abt it.. :( sigh. forget it. they wun knw hw i really feel inside and some things i keep it to myself hao le ba.. wad the point of telling them.. no point at all la.. :( feel so sad and feel so friendless nw..=/ lol ...and tt is one of the reason tt i dun wish to go back ee bar anymore but there is one person call misaki who is making me confuse..LOL ! :P sigh. guess superband's day are still the best nah. miss those days~ well.. :( rah is always tt stupid la.. and idiot.. so those who love star search ppl nw.. dun talk to me abt them huh.. i DUN LIKE! nw i just wanna say out.. i dun care who is reading my blog.. sigh.. i just wanna speak out hw i feel only.. cause u all nvr been through it before so u all wun knw hw damn SAD it was okie.. :( too many things on my mind.. so confusing yet sad? sigh ! dun want care anymore le.. i just miss all my best best friends so much..:( choiyan...peiqi..doris..carol...etc... my only bunch of friends who can make me smile and laugh and can share everything to dem.. 8 yrs of friendship .. still going on as strong and i hope it will last forever... my only loves ! :) and averil too..heehee..

wad can i say? maybe work is the good way to avoid those stuff i dun wish to think abt and i knw running away is nt the solution. but wad can i do? sigh..keeping myself occupied is the best way nt to think abt it ba.. :) hanging out with my cousin and her friends tt i gt to knw recently. heh.. so fun. =) cause one of them only 19 yrs old.. so can click quite good nah. and yeah she is mature too..;D so is great and happy to knw them... heehee ! love my cousin a lot..=) saw my ah kor at city hall interchange today.HAHA ! :DD my cousin's is my lovess ! :

lalala rah starting to be moody again la..lol. damn it.. looking forward to 21st august..LOL. can take a day off from work and go malaysia with my family. LOOKING FORWARD NAH ! YAY !! hahas. =) guess tmr also a long day... :( AHHHH.. gg to be so tired out le la.. sian diao.. boohoo :(

rah feel so stupid nw.. sigh~ ok off i go.. byebye !

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