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♥ Tuesday, September 25, 2007♥

sigh...
wad a stupid monday .causing all the ppl around me so moody and sad..especially my friend. :( i feel damn sad can..=/ she the only friend tt i can really trust n can talk along during lunch hour for work and nw this bad stuff had to happen on her..:( BOOO ! try to encourage her but i fail.. in a sense she just like zhihui..LOL ! no matter hw much i try to encourage them ar. they will always keep thinking of negative stuff. nt trying to say i comparing. just tt in a way they are similar and tt why i treasure this2 friends so much.. but yet my friend.. SIGH. i just scare she will decide sth silly la.. then i no longer have someone i can talk to during work anymore.. :( i remember i told zhihui i only look forward to lunch hour .. sigh..=/ wad sia.. nw i dunno anymore..:(( it sad de lor.. i just keep those tears to myself tt all.. after i step out of my office.. den my tears already wanna drop already.. just tt i told myself nt to.. :'( she is someone i really treasure la. help me alot already. SIGH ! wad can i say?? sadd...

no mood already.,. just very sad..=/ i dunno hw to cheer myself up. i told my department peeps today cause they ask we all share sth tt they all dunno abt us.. so i say when i am closer to ppl i familar with. i will be more open up..LOL. den i tink they all very funny. go tink another.. yeah. :x lol. hurhur. but wad i mean open up is i will talk a lot.. more happier and yes MADNESS. hahaha .. sigh it been such a long time i feel tt way tt i can open up with ppl around me .. yes..tt friend is one of them i can open up. i can tell her everything abt xiaozhu and she can tell me everything abt other stuff.. :) but.. i dunno already. i PRAY HARD tt nth will goes badly for her.. :( dun wish to see her getting scare and worry. i will be worry too and nw i am worry for her. =/ and yeah tt why my mood is super bad nw.. :( sobsob ! i hate monday.. monday always bring bad hope to me and others. ROARRRRR ! :( i shall go slp and take off everything on my mind nw.. i just.. SIGH. :'(

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