♥ Sunday, October 14, 2007♥
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anyway i knw my entry may sound i am really happy. but in fact inner me. i dun feel good and feel kinda sad in a way or another. almost feel like crying. it been such a long time i feel like crying since i started work ! and yeah today actually went back mdc.. =/ i feel a great gust of sadness upon me again. i dunno why and i also dun wish to say here too. :( i mean yeah changes are everywhere and i knw it gg to be expected but i nvr expect to be so true and deep..=/ feel so sad and hurt in a way. but.. SIGH. dunno shld i still continue or shld i really let go. i dunno. my mind nw is totally in a mess.. =/ i just want to find myself back again. dunno when or where can i find myself back again. sigh ! i just wish ! ..... the first song in my playlist.. love it. by F.I.R 3 wishes.. yups and i just wish.. sigh.. dunno..and dun want to tink abt it.. :( very very sad .. :( humans are so selfish ! tt all i can say and the worst is when ppl dun even appreciate it ..=/ wad can i say . i am just plain unlucky ba. :(( tt why i dunno hw to love ppl around me..=/ i lost everything ! thanks to those 'selfish' humans around. :( sadded ~ dunno wad to say..
but still.. i am a bit happy at least. thanks to 3 wonderful guys. (: i may sound so kiddish. but in fact simple things or simple action can make my day ! :D tt all i want also. simple yet contented. :))
all right.. :D tt all i wanna say out here .. (:
OMG !
seriously i am in a super good mood. hahaha. samantha will knw why i say tt.. and yes xie xie ni hor samantha for acc me wait for those NICE NICE GUYS ! (: seriously love them so much. HAHAHA ! and seriously i wun forget tt moment.. :)) SAM, WEIQI AND NIC ! wee.. really very happy to see them again la.. it been months n months i nvr see them already. oh my ! and yeah.. before them went to suntec and watch daren tan performance.. LOL. tt vanessa and rachel ar.. -_- the moment they see me. lol. again call me tt. bleh.. =.=" i knw it by daren tan say before la. no need to tell the world la.. LOL. and they run like siaochabo's la. HAHAHA. funny lor. buey tanhan. anyway the moment daren came ar.. *SHAKE HEAD* LOL ! yoyoyo is back. HAHAHAHA ! and the word we say .. HAO JIU BU JIAN LE. hahahaha ! =.= the whole scene is like .. lol ! dunno wad to say la.. those who saw it and knw it will knw.. :x and thanks daren. (: haha. he just ask me ni hao ma. and this remind me of long time ago.. LOL. he say to me in hokkien or wad. HAHAHA. =x okay.. craps.. (: but really feel quite happy though in a way or another THOUGH i stubborn dun admit it la. HAHAHAHAHA !!! think those 2 gg to come kill me. hor R&V lol. :x create new name for them la..-_- funny ppl .. i msg v.. r come scold me. when i msg r.. v come scold me. LOL. anyway i knw a plan liao .. heh heh.. *EVIL* :x lol. zek ar . haha.. anyway daren sing de ai ai ai IS NICE. (: very nice. HAHAHA !!! i think he lost weight a lot. OMG ! =.=" tian ar... very thin liao lor. duh ! pls gain more weight MR DAREN TAN ! :x oops.. haha..
anyway saw ANDY LEE ! yups.. i was stun and i thought i see wrong person la. lol. in the end it is. den i tink he saw and again WAVE to me say hi.. i was kinda suprise la. lol. and paiseh also.. LOL. (: but still feel happy though. heehee. at least he will remember me after so long and much thing happen also.. =) i feel so yups..great. haha ! den went to mdc.. yup.. lol. and wa kao the heat burning like crazy..LOL. den saw weiqi came report to mdc. and i was shivering. dunno why.. LOL !!!! =.= den only say hi and bye..LOL. he very shy lei remind me of jacky. LOL ! =x den ah sam came .. WAH. he drive lor.. his car is nice.. but nvr manage to say hi to him. so i was like mo mo de see him drive off.. =x den after a while he came out again and AGAIN mo mo de see him drive to his fans there..=/ lol ! anyway i told samantha i just want to see them a wink also can la.. just contented lor.. :) den NIC came. omg.. he become more shuai..=x den i really dunno .. so just went to say hi and congrats him for the hits award stuff. and YUPS finally took a pic with him.. :) he is nice as usual. hahaha ! but talk to him also nw a bit scare. dunno y. maybe long time no see. (: but i was HAPPY lor. super HAPPY.. (: den he wave bb to his fans and me. so he went inside.. den the bus came out and wave bb again.. den nvr see ah sam.. =x
okay. really very happy this part lor. cause i was stoning la.. den dunno why i just look up.. MLB BUS drive pass us again. and i saw AH SAM stand up from his seat and WAVE BB to me and samantha. i was like stun for one sec and wave bb back to him. it like OMG lor.. :D ah sam really very very NICE DAO !!! :x cause from the moment he report nvr say hi or bye to him..so a bit sian actually. but BUT BUT tt moment really cheer up my day la. OMG ! SAM ! (: cheer up my day already. yahoooo!!! and saw PORNSAK.. LOL ! but nth special la..=/ so sigh ! but i guess MLB make my day more.. (: super nice guys.. lol. and evening time saw CSS2 peeps on the bus. den ZIJIE very cute lor.. lol. he saw me. den i just wave back to him. den he give me a twist pose and his smile wide wide.. LOL. u can imagine ba. HAHAHA ! so cute lor. =P den shawn also very funny. haa ! :)) samantha will knw wad i mean. :D haha. so again.. yups. i no need talk many. :D so LOVE mlb ! glad tt i did went down to mdc. NO REGRETS . :)) make my day into colourful one. (: well. this will make me going ba ! motivate me.. hohoho. :))
MR DAREN TAN ! (:
DIYA ! (: she so funny when she see me.. lol. and she say i slow nw taking pic. :( aww ! lol. :) anyway great to see diya so cute as usual. haha. :))
N FINALLY NIC ! =)) super love this pic lor. hahaha. at last ar finally a very nice pic i taken with him. LOL ! :)) yipeee.. really make my day but he seem so tired today? hmm. but still tai hai shi HAO DE ! and SAM AND WEIQI too. WEE ! :)) this gg to be a great memory for me to remember since i step down on mdc.. LOL ! :) well seriously i hope there will be chance to see them again. =p i gg to occupy myself working again to forget sum sad stuff..=/ well.. dun want talk many already.. dun want to be emo-ed just because of sum stuff i been tinking..=) at least they make my day lor. it enough for me. i am contented already. (: loves ! :)
rah is HAPPY ! cause of them.. always so nice and sincere. it already 1 year since superband had finish ! or 1 yr plus? lol. :)) superband peeps are still the best to me.. :D loves ! :P
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MR DAREN TAN ! (:
DIYA ! (: she so funny when she see me.. lol. and she say i slow nw taking pic. :( aww ! lol. :) anyway great to see diya so cute as usual. haha. :))
N FINALLY NIC ! =)) super love this pic lor. hahaha. at last ar finally a very nice pic i taken with him. LOL ! :)) yipeee.. really make my day but he seem so tired today? hmm. but still tai hai shi HAO DE ! and SAM AND WEIQI too. WEE ! :)) this gg to be a great memory for me to remember since i step down on mdc.. LOL ! :) well seriously i hope there will be chance to see them again. =p i gg to occupy myself working again to forget sum sad stuff..=/ well.. dun want talk many already.. dun want to be emo-ed just because of sum stuff i been tinking..=) at least they make my day lor. it enough for me. i am contented already. (: loves ! :)
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