HELLO!

♥ Tuesday, December 4, 2007♥

fcuking badmood right nw.. FCUKING. YES.. DAMN IT OKAY..

tis time i really need to be alone. i really wanna hide myself at home already. :( NT GG TO GO OUT EXCEPT when xiaozhu come to sg again on dec 14. YES he the only one left tt can make me so happy. :( he the only one who can make me smile and go high.. or else..=/ u wun see me so happy already. :( tt why i feel like turning back time to 1st dec. when he shown the i love u sign to all of us.. everything.. :((

i really very very disappointed in humans atitude.. why must they treat me like SHIT. FCUK. =( i am so BLOODY HURT. been crying to sleep since yesterday..=/ it like HURT N MORE HURT. i really dunno wad can i say. :( it sucks.. tis feeling sucks. tt why my mood had been so BLOODY BAD . SO DUN COME AND ANYHOW say sth tt will make me BOIL WITH FIRE or HURTING STUFF.. fcuk off ! =/ i hate it.. i really very disappointed.. i feel so dumb.. really dumb..=/ i really have no courage already... everything i try.. everything will fail..=/ wadever. =( damn. just because of tis work. everything i wanna do is drain down. especially i want go to taiwan. dun tink able to go already. NO JOB HW TO GO TAIWAN RIGHT.. i really want buy STAGE products. at least i can feel safe. :( and i must say he can give me the strength to continue on.. :( i may sound so aggriating. but i knw my own feeling well.. tt why i can say he really giving me a lot of strength when i was in my down-est time.. when i sad. i definetly will listen to his songs. no matter is sad songs/happysongs/dance songs.etc. i will still listen. cause will really make my day ! and seeing him SMILE IS THE BIGGEST strength i will have.. :) yes yes.. (: and the way he shown his care towards fans.. yeps..

HAIZ. i really really dunno wad to say.. i just miss xiaozhu..=( boooo!~

i feeel like nt gg back to work anymore.. even if had to minus off my bloody pay.. :( booo ! shall see how. I HATE TO SEE THEIR FUCKING ATITUDE FACE and stare at me. I HATE IT. :(( damn !

my mood is damn bad. so SHOO OFF. i wanna be alone for nw.. i shall do sth tt will make me happy for a while. so sorry for nt talking to u all EXCEPT FOR SSU peeps..=/ damn pekchey. BYEBYE !

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