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♥ Saturday, January 5, 2008♥

就讓你識我的風度 你離開我要不要慶祝
我不怕愛的殘酷 反正我很想跳舞
我最喜歡挑戰孤獨 我也愛放下包袱
沒有誰 我也不捨得哭 我沒有空在乎

this song suit my mood right nw.. =(
damn.. i feel so disappointed in everyone around me nw.. except for a few..=/
i feel so alone actually.. and i seriously dun like this feeling again.. HAAAA !

a new year yet started so emo-ed already lor..=(
I AM JUST TIRED OF BEING THE ONE WHO MAKE THE FIRST MOVE..
I AM SICK AND TIRED.. =( why am i always the one who ask. in the end kana reject like SHIT..
and when ppl ask me for sth or accompany. i will nt reject .. instead i will be there..
i sometimes feel i am SO STUPID AND FOOLISH. maybe i shld be the same. REJECT ! i shall maybe learn hw to reject people.. seriously tired.. in the end why make myself so disappointed lei.. worth it a nt. i dun tink so lor. why am i making myself so miserable when THE OTHERS ARE OUTSIDE ENJOYING THEMSELF HUH.. DO I LOOK LIKE A TOY TO LET U ALL PLAY when u need me.. u will ask me.. when i need u all WHERE ARE U ALL. EXCUSE ME.. is this call FRIENDS.. =( i feel like deleting my facebook already. I DUN SEE A NEED TO IT.. excuse me. best friends? do u knw wad is best friends.. maybe i had choosen a wrong thing to play with la..=/ damn.. tt why i feel like ingore everything nw.. i feel so irriated.. i feel so disappointed.. i feel so ARGH !

but tinking there still few friends who are friends tt i really TRUST FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. =/ tt why i dun dare to delete.. haiz.. plus my cousin too.. so why? wad is friends.. do friends treat me like tt.. i suddenly feel like i am a toy to THEM ! i am tired of it.. =/ super tired.. :( wadever.. i going to heck care everything already. since u have the others to accompany u. why still need me for? =/

lol.. wadever huh. this is call BEST FRIENDS lor.. great ! =/
:( listening to xiaozhu songs can make me tears like SHIT lor..=X due to my emo-ing. but heck.. at least xiaozhu is so MUCH NICERRRRRRRRR den anyone of the FRIENDS i have lor.. he a idols but he dun treat fans/friends like SHIT de lor.. hw i wish i had such friend like tt. no matter hw happy hw sad hw angry hw bushuang .. he/she will always be there for u. just wish to have this kinda friends.. but too bad.. i dun have... =/ all only care abt themself. as long they happy is enough for them. they wun care whether u happy or sad or angry or bushuang.. BLEHH ! wadever.. i just feel like moving my blog already. sick of this blog full of BAD BAD memories.. except a few.. =.=" hurhur.... wadever..


'沒有誰 我也不捨得哭 我沒有空在乎' <-- super like this ! this is SO MEEEEEEE de feelings nw.. i nt gg to cry for anyone cause i dun care already.. =)

leave me alone.. i wun talk to u guys for nw ... i am tired of this nonsense...

LIEWZHIXIANG ! better come talk to me more. cause i knw u will make me laugh like hell. and cheer me up for a bit..=( i guess sec sch peeps is still the best after all. i miss them..='(


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